Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Anxiety

I am normally an anxious person. Especially when it comes to situation/places/things in general that I'm not familiar with. My heart races and my brain really can't focus on anything else. It's safe to say that I feel as though my heart is about to run right out of my chest and away from my crazy self. Deep breathing doesn't seem to help, and neither does caffeine.

On the other hand, I know I get anxious because I care. Because I want things to work out, not perfectly, but well enough so that I can move forward. Today, and perhaps the next few days, I'll feel this way. I see some serious exercising in my future. That seems to be about the only thing that can really calm me down when my anxiety is this bad.

1 comment:

Cindy said...

So that post was not meant to be funny but I am totally amused. You know how one thought leads to another? Well, the most anxious being I know of course is Seumas. So now I am picturing you in wiener-dog-esque form, sitting on the floor with your head cocked and whimpering excitedly with anxious energy. You are probably night. Just need to get some good exercise. That always calms my little guy right down!